monsterGRLgovey

Friends Only. Go Away

2005-11-11T15:16:29Z

COMMENT TO BE ADDED.
♣ SEGOVIA

My "lucky" Day

2005-11-09T21:58:39Z

Remember how I mentioned my horoscope said it would be my "lucky" day and I didnt think it would? Well, I was wrong! Today was my amazing lucky day and I can't get this stupid smile off my face! *big smile*...Im dumb

Let me tell you: 1.) In drama class, we have started making movies. We just started. So, the class had to pick 3 directors to direct the movies were making and then those 3 directors who are chosen, will pick the people they want in their movies. But first, kids from the class had to nominate people to be a director. 6 People nominated me. I won! I won! Im THE DIRECTOR! Director Segovia. All hail me.

2.) At lunch, I sat with the Davey Havok Kid! We talked about stuff, and he couldnt stop smiling at me which made me smile. Oooo. I was so cute. I never had the guts to talk to him like I did today. So cool. I wanted to jump on him, and tell him how hot I think he is. But I have self-control

Seriously Guys, when J-14 horoscope tells you your going to have a "lucky" day. Take it seriously.

&hearts;

Director Segovia.

Back @ School. Elijah Wood is Gay

2005-11-07T21:44:47Z

School is back. Ew

Today was a normal day. I could'nt seem to stay awake. I practically fell asleep in 1st and 2nd hour. I've never been so tired. The good thing is: my teachers have decided not to give homework this whole week! Im happy. I need to get use to waking up early and going back to school. Bad news: I made no eye contact with the Davey Havok kid whatsoever. Not even once. I usually do..

Horoscope says this Wednesday is my "lucky" day. STUPID. Watch like nothing happen. Besides, Wednesday is going to be so boring, I'll have no one to hang out with at lunch because Andrea was decided to go to California without my permission. Boo! She stinks!

What else...Oh Yeah...

Im subscribed to SPIN magazine, so I was reading threw some of the issues, and I came across this THING Elijah Wood had to say about the newest Cd's that have come out.

Heres what he had to say about Coldplay, X & Y

"Im shocked that this record is getting the attention it's getting. Of course they're a huge band, and there's a lot of money behind them, but every single publication I've read has given it incredible reviews, like this is a masterpiece. Chris Martin has a great voice, he's got good facial hair, but I don't hear any new ideas---I hear the piano refrain from 'Clocks.' Someone even called it 'daring.' Daring? If this is daring, we've got problems"

Pfft. WHAT AN IDIOT. Seriously. Okay first of all, Yea...Coldplay is huge. HUGE! I think people have forgotten the fact that this is only their...what? 3RD ALBUM! They are still a fairly new band, so how do people except so much from them? What? Because there already really famous? Yea..give them a break.

I havent heard anybody say that they dont like the new album, this is the first. Seriously. I think its amazing. "but I dont hear any new ideas" wtf? Hello? Thats THEIR SOUND, thats the reason people know a Coldplay song when they hear one, because every band has their own unique sound you fruitcake!

Honestly, whoever ask this former Flipper cast member for his opinion AND agreed with it, needs to die. He doesn't know what he's talking about and acts like he does. If anyone even took into consideration what Elijah Wood said, we've got problems.

Stuff

2005-11-06T23:09:01Z

Vanessa's Quince was amazing.
Amazing!
I had so much fun being thrown into people because of Felipe.
And getting VERY dizzy becuase he was making me spin around for hours to entertain him!
Haha.
I pulled Andrea's strap, and she pulled my ribbon! Boo.
Vanessa looked BEAUTIFUL!
All in all, it was loads of fun.
♥
Today I went to the Dolphins Game.
I woke up all tired, and just went in shorts and the shirt I was sleeping in.
I didnt look ugly...but I could have dressed up a little more..
With the fact that..JUSTIN WAS THERE!
Ugh.
Im so stupid!
Justin, the guy I met last time.
He's so shy. So Shy. He was with a friend and I heard his friend tell him "Well at least say HI to her from here"
I felt so ugly, suddenly.
I wanted to throw myself into a bush and never come out.
But..then, when I was putting the tailgate tent down...
he smiled and me and mouthed "Hi"
OOOh! It was so cute. Then I left off into the stadium
I didnt feel so ugly anymore.

I cant wait til next game, and I cant wait til Justin gets online either.

Waiting

2005-11-05T00:18:12Z

Tonight is the party.
And I can literally throw on my dress and go.
But its only 6 something
the party starts at 8:30

Time is going by so slowly.

*falls off chair*

Geez

2005-11-04T18:16:10Z

Lately I've been waking up around 10.
Turning on the TV, watching my favorite show WHAT NOT TO WEAR.
Then, getting online.
And spending the rest of the day online.
Its pathetic beyond belief, and frankly...sometimes I just can't wait for school to start.

Because Im bored.

Yesterday I went to my old babysitters house, she's known me since I was 6 weeks old. And I had'nt seen in her in a long time, she's old.
She was shocked at how much I've grown, and you know all that other stuff elderly people ask the youth..

Then she kept telling me all the memories of me from when I was little and how she use to call me "Hurricane Govey" because I was always jumping around and wanting attention..
But it was kinda weird, becuase I always thought I was a quiet little girl. Well, around people I knew I was a hurricane but in kindergarden and school I was really shy.

But other than that, it was good seeing old friends. I really miss them.

Tonight is Vanessa's Quince. Im so excited! I have a cute kinda hot light blue dress...like hot pink, but hot blue. Its cute, and it has a pretty small black ribbon across the front, and its kinda a halter top dress..with cute black pumps.
Fun. I like it.

Yea...Bored

2005-11-02T21:13:23Z

Hm..what to say?
There's really nothing TO say.
Except that Halloween was a blast.
I wanna go back to school, but I dont wanna go back to school.

I miss the Davey Havok Kid's face. Oh, please marry me. Pleeaasee
*sigh*
Im Bored.
Vanessa Quince is this friday and I have the prettiest blue dress!
Ada's Birthday is on Saturday, and she's having a party!
2 PARTY'S! Omg...Im so happy.
I love parties.

I guess thats it..

♥
Gove

!!!WILMA!!!

2005-10-29T14:45:57Z

So I dont want to go into deatil about my experience with Wilma, because its unnessary, but here it is in notes:
1. We were pretty prepared. Shutters, Generator. All that good stuff.
2. After Wilma, my neighborhood was Destroyed! Doors from people houses came off, Screens to cover pools came off, gates were ripped out, My big oak tree was pulled out of the ground and slanted, everyones tiles from their roofs came off! It was a mess.
3. BUT it was nice and wintery! Not hot and sticky like Katrina. It was chilly! ♥
4. Spend most of the time with Terrell, taking pictures, being silly,laughing at commercials, falling into trees,riding bikes,eating ICED cookies and getting fat,getting chased by ghetto kids, given attitude by BITCHES, then acting like wild untamned children.
5. The gas dilema was out of control, my step dad waited 5 hours for 3 things of gas. And an officer assaulted him! (Minor assault though)Ridicolous.

But luckily, I have my power back, and even though everything is ruined. RUINED! Im glad nobody got hurt.

Music

2005-10-23T20:03:49Z

Before I start.
Take these notes:
1. Im not trying to offend you
2. Im not trying to say what music you should listen to
3. This is just my opinion
Ok, Where should I start? Earlier this day, I realize how different the music I listen to is from everyone elses. I realized how I wanted to "be like everyone else" and "listen to the music everyone else does" because I thought it was "cool."
Right now, Im assuming, everyone is into Saosin, Fear before the march of flames, from first to last...(blah blah blah etc. those bands)And Yea, I have to admitt, I thought it was SO cool at first, but lately I've been realizing that...honestly, THEY SUCK!
Thats not me at all, whiny voices...Yea, I know what your saying "Oh this is coming from the Girl that loves AFI."
Well, thats your opinion, I love AFI, I think their amazing.
But Im just letting you guys know...dont inform me on some "new, underground band" because I wont like it, I never have and never will. I think I only liked Saosin because...Bury Your Head had that weird intro.

And I KNOW FOR A FACT you guys would never be caught listening to the music I listen to. Or maybe you would, who knows?
Joy Division, AFI, The Smiths, New Order, The Cure, The Cranberries, Siouxsie & the Banshees, Underworld, Aphex Twin, Son of Sam, Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Interpol, David Bowie, The Cult, Gene Loves Jezebel, VNV Nation, Covenant, The Sisters of Mercy...Yea I guess those are my bands. And I like it. So Im not gonna try to listen to bad I think suck becuase my friends think their SOOO cool.

Yea whatever, OLD BANDS! I love them. Bela Lugosi may be dead, but Interpol live, and the lugubrious sound of goth endures! Fly! Fly! Children of the Night! LMAO sorry I had to do it

Samantha Gonzalez

2005-10-21T15:58:11Z

Yesterday night I went to my grandma's house. The whole damn family was there. Which is always chaos. But I actually enjoyed it this time...kinda. My little cousin Samantha was there, she's like 4 or 5. Last time I saw her she was like 3. She walked in to the kitchen, were I was. And she had this huge smile on her face, and she hugged me, and said "What happened to your hair?" I started laughing at her and said "I cut it" and she's like "Nooo...its black" WTF? Its always been black, ever since I was a baby.

But she was so funny, she had some homework to do. So I help her, and it was like "Circle the words that start with B" it took her so effin' long to finish it, I got all frustrated. I was like "Omg, Samantha, Bat!Bell!Ball!" and then she forgot to write her name on the paper, and I told her to. So she wrote "Samantha G." and I said...."finish it" and shes like "I dont know" so I got mad, for some reasons and I said "G-O-N-Z-A-L-E-Z" and she screamed at me "SAMANTHA GONZALEZ" and hit me. Violent Bitch

So I hid from her, becuase she was starting to annoy the hell out of me. She wouldnt go away. All my other cousins hid from her too, becuase she's crazy. She bites, punches, hits. Haha, and she hit my cousin Mikey and he said "Dont do that again, because Ill punish you" and she hit him again and he got all serious and said "What? Thats it, no TV...forever" Then I started laughing right in his face. And so did Samantha.
So yea it was just really crazy in the house.
Samantha started calling me "Abigail" and I was like"Hell no, thats your other cousin, the fat girl" and she looks at Abby and screams "FAT GIRL!" and points right at her.
Whew! It was the funniest thing I had ever seen.

Stupid Girl Freezes

2005-10-20T21:26:43Z

Why don't I just say it!?
Why???
Ugh.
I FREEZE UP.

Heres how the conversationn went:
His friend: Hey
Me: Hey whats up?
His firend: Not much, walk with me
Me: Ok
(silenceeeeee)
Me: Why do you and your friend always stare at me like all weird at lunch?
His friend: Oh, becuase you look like HIS ex-girlfriend
Me: Oh...*stupid girl freezes and cant say she likes him*

UGH! I should have said it right there! That I like him, Im so stupid.
Why cant I just tell HIM, Oh thats right...he doesnt speak english and I never understand his accent...Im a dumb girl

Ride it like a Ford! Ride Ride it like a FORD!

2005-10-18T21:53:15Z

Theres nothing to update about anymore.
Except Random shit, but that's always so stupid.
Myspace is funner

Mehh..Bored. Heres my day:

Got to school:It was dark, the sun was'nt out yet, everyone was tired. Andrea & Vane decide to sit with the scary spanish (ESOL)...HERD! (I say "Herd" becuase there's SO many of them.) So I was forced to sit with them, well I wasnt forced, but I wanted to stay with Andea & Vanessa. It wasnt that bad...because the Davey Havok kid was there, sitting...all sleepy looking. ♥ I thought it was cute

1st period: Mr.Crow decides to give a quiz. Which wasnt smart, becuase I didnt study. I think I failed this one. Boo! Ride it, Ride it, Ride it like a Ford! (Haha, the commercial just came on)
2nd period: Went to the Library for my research paper. Sat at the "RoundTable" with Lexie, Kristine, Mickey, and Brooke. Laughed alot. Didnt get to accomplish what I wanted to for my paper, I was too distracted.
3rd period: Read more of "The Crucible" the play. Then played drama games the rest of the period. People volunteered their improv to show to the class, Andrea & I went up. I was laughing so hard at some of them.
4th period: Ate all of Emily's Skittles and Everlasting Gobstoppers! Hhaha! Then went outside and danced to some REGGAETON! Hollaa or Hola!

"Hello?" "Ima Kill u, I kno were u live"....I ♥ talking to grandpa

2005-10-17T00:26:20Z

Friday: Went to The ghetto-est game ever with Andrea, MIRAMAR VS EVERGLADES! Sooo many ghetto kids I loved it. It was better than christmas! Miguel was there, with some other people so we hung out. I had so much fun (secretly) acting ghetto. Becuase if I had done it unsecretly I would have died! (Terrell, that goth kid poked me, I think I have AIDS now...)
&&&& So many funny things happened. They had fireworks and when they went off. I started screaming like crazy cause I thought someone got SHOT! LMFAOOOO
&&&& Then we were playing around with the plastic thing, and we threw it and it hit this black ghetto guy on the head! I started laughing so hard, and then he looked back and I shut up real quick.

I didnt want to get......stabbed!

The game ended and we went to Taco Bell. Then Andrea slept over, and we watched WHAT NOT TO WEAR ♥ Clinton is my hero!
The next day we went to the mall, and saw Tali and Adrienne, then today I went to the mall again! Yeah...

Segovia Time

2005-10-14T19:57:04Z

I was searching on MYSPACE, and I typed "Segovia" and I found another girl named SEGOVIA! I could'nt believe it! I was in utter disbelief. I was shocked at first and then the shock turned into ANGER!
IM THE ONLY SEGOVIA, GOVEY, GOV!

Besides that, I went to Kaitlen's house yesterday. Her house is HUGE! I thought I was in a mansion, the house had like 12 rooms! And 3 of them were hers. She has a dance room, a play room with a plasma flat screen TV, and her own room!Thats Westom I guess... I had lots of fun running around her house. We watched "Grease" and then worked on our BOOM dance. (Boom! Its On)

Today was a fun day at school.
School starts at 7:19 and I woke up at 7:00! I was rishing so bad, and I live like 30 minutes away from the school. I got to school at like 8:20...somewhere around there. And my first period teacher is such a poop. I enter the class and he says "Well Good Morning, can you tell the class why your late?" I say "I felt like it" and then he gave me this look. and I said "I decided to sleep in"
And all my other classes were whatever today. It was fun though. I had my hair done up all cool &&& I felt cool.

IM OUT!
-Sargeant Major Govey
P.S Regal tonight!...I hope.
Okay now...
IM OUT!

School is cool

2005-10-12T20:02:04Z

So school is cool...
Aerobics is better than Italian.
I have new friends too!
Emily is funny & I love her!
Im going to Kaitlin's house tomorrow. To work on our "BOOM" dance.
Lmao.
Me and Vanessa hid under the desk from Andrea today, because it felt right. lol
I also hid from my Italian teacher today...
I told my friends about my weird dream which was about James.
"Segovia?!" SQHSHQHSHQHSH! *spills chocolate milk*

Im cool, the kid that looks like Davey is cool. And cool kids belong...together.
*sighs*
♥
Mom walked into the lunchroom today, just to scare me.
Simon told me he's in love with me...ew.
My English research paper is on "Eating Disorders"
I wore a pink tank top today for Breast Cancer awareness.
So I sweated like a pig becuase I could'nt take off my sweater (sweater off= detention)...
which was bad because...I had to run so the Davey Kid would'nt see me.
Im a loser.

I skipped the PSAT's! (rebel rebel) Haha no jk, I just got out of it.
Mr.Flynn is still raving about my play which I did like 6446276148 weeks ago.
Autistic boy follows me and tried to touch me, it freaks me out. Weird lawn men follow my moms car, and old ladies ask for directions.

& today Im going to GAMEWORKS! DDR here I come!
being random,
Segovia "The Loser" Pagan

October 11th! Oh Mah Gawd!

2005-10-11T20:30:22Z

Today is October 11th, and its special because:
When me and Terrell were about 10 or 11 years old, we were coming home on the bus. School Bus. Me and Terrell always had fun on the bus, laughing, joking around, listening to music, making fun of people. You know. So anyways, the ride home started off as usual, but when we got to our neighborhood...the bus driver ran RIGHT INTO THE GUARD GATE! wtf??
(Lmao, Terrell remember? ♥)
All the kids went CRAZY! I started laughing becuase our big fat bus driver is stupid and she was freakin' out. She rammed into the damn gate, and totally messed it up. Totally. SO anyways, some neighborhood kids came out to see what was going on, and one kid had a cell so we called the police on our bus driver becuase we hated her! Haha. It was so funny. She freaked even more!
When the police came all the kids started cheering. YAY!YAY! The bus driver was like "Sit down! Calm down! Your all getting a bus referral on Monday!"
I started laughing and screaming "October 11th! October 11th!" Then the police got on the bus and they wouldnt let us out. We were little kids, and then we started to get scared. Terrell started crying & I stopped laughing and got quiet. All the kids had to sign their names on a paper, for some police thing. It was freakky.
None of the kids could leave until there parents came looking for them. Terrell and I were on the bus FOR HOURS! and it was a FRIDAY!
But yea...thats my story. and also, one of my thousands of great memories with Terrell.
Thought I'd share...haha that was like 5 years ago!

Rich, rich, rich. I'll take you out BOY!

2005-10-08T21:40:19Z

I wanted to go to Regal last night, but I did'nt. I ended up finshing painting my room (it looks so awesome) while I was painting it, I fell off the ladder! Haha, but I did'nt get hurt, I was just in shocked for like 5 minutes, then I started laughing at myself.

My mom got worried, so she ordered a pizza, becuase she thought I was "weak" and that I've been "working too hard." I ate like 5 slices of pizza, and watched Garden State. Then after that I watched more movies, then I went to Cold Stone, and saw Eric, he made me my icecream.

Then I went to Wal-Mart, for no reason, just to go. Because I felt like it. Wal-Mart is cool at night. Then I went home and watched Phil of the Future & after that I watched Crazy/Beautiful, then I fell asleep with my jeans on...

Yeah...

Sole reason I exist, AFI

2005-10-07T17:21:06Z

I just went on the new AFI website.
I'm not being dramatic but I almost wanted to start crying.
They have new AMAZING music on the website, and I feel so weird because I don't know the song...
I mean, I know ALL their songs. Every single one, by heart. Unrealesed songs, E.P songs, everything!

They have been gone for almost 4 years, making this CD. And now there back.
Im the happiest person alive right now.

You might think it's really stupid to be obsessed with a band, but I dont care. I have my reasons for loving AFI so much.

♥ my AFI

Abuelita's casa..

2005-10-07T16:14:28Z

Last night I went to my Abuelita's house. Like every other Thursday.
I don't really like going to my grandma's house because her house is always crowded! There always like so many of my relatives in there. And my family is Puerto Rican, so it's so DAMN LOUD!

But when My mom, My brother and I got there. It was only my two cousins Sammy and Abbi and my grandma. Which was good.
Sammy is the same age as me, so we locked Abbi out of the room, becuase she's fat and annoying. And everytime she tried to open the door we would say "Hello, you have reached the V.I.P Lounge of the Gonzalez Residents. If you would like to enter the V.I.P Lounge of the Gonzalez residents, you will have to provide us with...the password."
Haha! We did that like...7 times to her! After a while, when she like started screaming her head off, we said "Now please enjoy our elevator music" and I would start like screechung really bad opera and Sammy would do some other stuff.

She got all stupid and told Grandma that we were "being mean to her" and then we were forced to let her in the damn room. Boo, she sucks.

Then my loud aunt with the big ass came! Oh My God, and the house got loud. Then my cousin Deedee came,with her baby boy Frankie and with her friend Tonya (who is like obsessed with me) and then my cousin who has A.D.H.D came Mikey, and then my uncle Sandro came.

It was a mess. Abbi was screaming and being annoying, Sammy kept saying some random stuff, Guy kept singing weird songs, My grandma was cooking and yelling about everyone yelling, My mom is loud all the time, so she was ebing really loud, My aunt is one of the loudest, DeeDee is THE loudest, the baby started crying, my uncle was saying how he wanted this new mall to open, and Mikey was bouncing off the walls.....Ugh. I ALMOST died.

Then we left the house and went to Best Buy and I did'nt have enough money to buy Panic! At the Disco CD...

"la la la pull the trigger la la la" LMFAO!

2005-10-06T19:17:18Z

Today was a nice, smooth day.

I just finished painting one side of my room purple. It looks so cute! Except I was all so happy. Until my little brother walked in the room and he said "What are you doing?" "Painting my room, duh" and then he said "Just that one part purple?" "No, Im painting it purple and green." "Oooooh, like the Hulk?" Ugggghhh. Now my room is going to look like the Hulk when it's finished! Their the exact same colors!

My brother needs to stop reading all those comic books. But then again, we both need to stop...

Im a little too old be still be reading marvel comics, and eating cereal for dinner like a maniac. But I love it. I'll never stop!

I lovah zee drama, I lovah zee actin' mon!

2005-10-06T00:09:03Z

My day started off really bad. I felt ugly, fat, stupid...ugly.

Then, 3rd period Drama came. We had to do our 5 minute plays today, so 3 groups volunteered to go. Andrea & I did'nt volunteer. But these girls (who are doing the same play as us) went before us! So it's never good when someone who's doing the same play as you goes before you because then the audience already knows the plot and the jokes etc etc. You know.

So anyways, these girls go. Same lines, same jokes, same dialect, everything. They were really good. We waiyted til Mr.Flynn (our drama teacher) finished the critique sheet...they recieved a 100%! I was so damn nervous, and I was gonna be pissed if I got anything less than they did. Pissssed!

No one else volunteered to go after them, becuase they were really good.So Mr.Flynn asked whihc group had all their characters and who was ready. Andrea & I were the only ones ready. So were had to go next. RIGHT AFTER THOSE OTHER GIRLS!

I almost crapped on myself. Anyways, we started our play. It was going pretty good. We knew our lines, and we had the class laughing and really enjoying our stuff.

Our skit ended, and Mr.Flynn was doing our critique sheet. I was so nervous. He finshes writing something down and looks up and says "No offense to the two other girls that went before Segovia & Andrea but Segovia & Andreas was better." OH MY GOD! I was beyond happy.

The bell rang and class ended and Mr.Flynn pulled me aside and told me that I remind him of this actress on "Six Feet Under" he said that every day I go up and act, I remind him more of her everyday. He said he was really inpressed with my performance today and that he would have given me the lead in the real play, but this other girl just fit the part better. But anyways, he was seriously raving about our play. It was so awesome. That the best compliment I could ever recieve. When people tell me Im a good actress.

Haha, we left the class and I ran out and screamed cause I was so happy, and I jumped up and down like a crazy lizard.

It was even better during the day when all the kids from my drama class gave me compliments on my play. I had this huge smile on my face. =D

But the best part is, before I left the class Mr.Flynn said "Your gonna go places Segovia."

::rolls in chair:: Whoooooooooooooooo Hoooooooooooo!

...still bored! Helpp meee

2005-10-04T22:20:31Z

My second entry today.

Because Im bored.

Life stinks like applejuice!

I got switched out of italian because my ugly teacher was driving me insane. Now I have arobics! Im scared.

LMAO! I just imagined myself in arobics...

Funny stuff...funny stuff.

Ugh. Caca. Kill me now. There's nothing to do. It's rainy, so I can't go outside. I love rain, but it gets boring after a while.

Maybe I'll go nap-nap. My momma put up pictures of me and my little brother, when we were little kids, all over the house. Embarrasing. There funny, though.

Maybe I'll go get some ice-cream and jump on my momma's bed and wrap myself in my spider-man blankie and watch movies on Lifetime all day. Hah, or just regular movies...

Hope your life sucks! Cause Im bored!

2005-10-04T21:53:21Z

-----------------INFORMATION------------
-- Name:segovia

-- Birthdate: february 14th 1991

-- Birthplace: homestead,fl

- Eye Color: grey brown

-- Hair Color: dark brownish blackish

-- Zodiac Sign: aquarius

-- Innie or Outtie: innie

-----------------DESCRIBE------------------

-- Your heritage: my parents are puerto rican

-- The shoes you wore today: blacknd white polka dot sandals

-- Your eyes: they are greyish and brownish...i dont know. people say there "striking"

-- Your weakness: love, cheesecake, shopping, any AFI or tim burton merchandise

-- Your fears: disgusting rats, losing my family, burglars, rapists...stuff like that

------------WHAT IS------------------

-- Your most overused phrase on aim: so...

-- Your thoughts first waking up: must pee

-- The first features you notice in the opposite sex: hair, height, hands

-- Your best physical feature: people say my lips and eyes and eyebrows...

-- Your bedtime: I fall asleep at 11

-- Your greatest accomplishment: I dont know, but I can tie a knot on a cherry stem with my tongue.

-- Your most missed memory: I have tons, mostly with lizard and terrell

-----------------YOU PREFER------------------

-- Pepsi or coke: pepsi

-- McDonald's or Burger King:mcdonalds

-- Single or group dates: both

-- Adidas or Nike: adidas

-- Chocolate or vanilla: vanilla

-- Cappuccino or coffee: cappuccino

-- Bras or Panties: both

-------------DO YOU------------------

-- Cuss: yea, but not all the time. only when I need to

-- Take a shower everyday: every night!

-- Have a crush?: no, there's some guy's I think are hot though

-- Do you think you've been in love?: I think so, yea

-- Want to go to college: Yeah Yeah man!

-- Like high school: Sometimes

-- Want to get married: Of course

-- Type w/ your fingers on the right keys: nope. i dont know

-- Get motion sickness: No way

-- Think you're attractive: sometimes, yea

-- Get along with your parents: sometimes

-- Like thunderstorms: Yeah I like watching them

-- Play an instrument: I wish

------------IN THE PAST MONTH HAVE YOU--------------

-- Smoke(d): No. never

-- Done a drug: nope

-- Had Sex: no

-- Gone to the mall: no...i've gone to target

-- Eaten sushi: ew. no way. gross

-- Been on stage: of course

-- Gone skating: roller blading

-- Made homemade cookies: I've wanted too, but my mom says no because she'll get fat

-- Been in love: no no no no =[

-- dyed your hair: nope. i've wanted to though

-- Stolen anything: um...no

-----------------HAVE YOU EVER------------------

-- Flown on a plane: yes. my step sisters husband is a pilot

-- Missed school because it was raining?: yeah a couple of times

-- Cried during a Movie?: yea. but i didnt cry, my eyes just got all watery and i got sniffles

-- Ever thought an animated character was hot?: yes! all the time. haha

-- Had an imaginary Friend: yea when I was 5, his name was Rain

-- Been on stage?: of course

-- Cut your hair: Yepp

-- Had crush on a teacher?: Yea, not a big crush though

-- Played a game that required removal of clothing?: nope

-- Gotten beaten up: haha no.

-- Been in a fight: when i was younger, i fought this girl name Iris Rodriguez, I won of course, but that was in 2nd grade...

-- Shoplifted: no

-----------------THE FUTURE------------------

-- Age you hope to be married: 23 or 26

-- Numbers and Names of Children: I want 3 boys and 1 girl. Boys are: X, Yorick, and Basil / Girl is: Violet

-- Describe your Dream Wedding: Small with only friends and family. But very fun, and a "london" type of feeling...

-- How do you want to die?: in my sleep when im old and in love

-- What do you want to be when you grow up? movie maker or actress

-- What country would you most like to visit?: any where in europe & japan...

-----------------OPPOSITE (or same) SEX------------------

-- Best eye/hair color: Eyes dont matter to me, but i like dark hair. i think its sexy

-- Best height: taller than me like 5'8 to 6 feet

-- Best weight: doesnt matter as long as they look good to me

-----------------NUMBER OF-----------------

-- Number of drugs taken illegally: None 0

-- Number of people I could trust with my life: like...1

-- Number of CDs that I own: over 70...alot!

-- Number of piercings: 2

-- Number of tattoos: none

-- Number of times my name has appeared in the newspaper?: twice I think.

-- Number of scars on my body: 6, i had to count them

-- Number of things in my past that I regret: 2 or 3

----------------FAVORITES------------------

-- Shampoo: herbal essense fruit fusion, tresseme, and matrix sleek look

-- Color: violet becuase its my birthstone

-- Day/Night: night

-- Summer/Winter: winter because I was born in the winter.

-- Fave Food: cheesecake and pasta, lasgana, italian food!

-- Fave Movies: omg, wayyy too many favorite movies! All Burton movies of course.

----------------RIGHT NOW------------------

-- Wearing: grey halter top, black sweater, pyramid belt, white shorts, red panties, black bra.

-- Drinking: chocolate milk

-- Thinking about: when my mom is coming home, dinner, mid-terms, rain, halloween...things like that

-- Listening to: damien rice

--IN THE LAST 24 HRS------------------

-- Cried: for like 3 minutes, becuase I was frustrated

-- Worn jeans: yea

-- Met someone new online: no

-- Done laundry: no

-- Drove a car: nope

-- Talked on the phone: yea, with terrell

---------------DO YOU BELIEVE IN------------

-- Yourself: sometimes

-- Your friends: I guess

-- Santa Claus: no, not since my mom told me she was santa claus

-- Angels: I guess, yea. There have been incidents in which i felt like...you know. I dont know.

-- Ghosts: Yes! I've heard them and my family is from south carolina so they tell me stories all the time, i can't help but believe in them

-- UFO's: I've never seen one. so I dont know

-- God: Um...Yes.

--------FRIENDS AND LIFE------------------

-- Do you ever wish you had another name? When I was younger I did, but not anymore, becuase I like the fact that no body else has my name.

-- Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?: Nope ::tear::

-- Do you like anyone? No.

-- Which one of your friends acts the most like you?: Um...i dont know. terrell i guess, when were ghetto.

-- Are you close to any family member?: Yea, my big brother Joel. Even though I never see him anymore, I miss him. and I guess my little brother, Guy.

-- Who do you like to hang around the most?: Terrell (when he's not being dumb), alyssa, vane and andy, lizard... those people.

"So what?!"

2005-10-03T15:59:38Z

Hmm. Have'nt updated in a while. My mother has not let me on the computer due to "Studying for the Midterms."
But its been a pretty good past couple of days:
Friday: Cypress Bay vs Everglades Football game with Lizard and Tali. There so fun. Everglades won. I was cheering for Everglades the whole time. I saw Tressa there. It was humid the whole time and even started raining, so I was like whatever, party! I went wild. I met some new people and this weird kid kept hitting on me, but I was NOT interested. Ugh, Ew. I dont even remember his name. I love football games, there so fun!
Saturday: Planned a day at GameWorks, but my little cousin got sick so...no gameworks =[ Which meant no DDR! I was so mad and sad. I love DDR. It was raining so hard. So I ended up going to Ricky's with my parents.
Sunday: Woke up in a funk. I had a weird dream. Like really weird. I didnt have anything to do so I watched movies on Lifetime. Then my momma said WE WERE GETTING OUT THE HALLOWEEN STUFF. Oooooo I was so happy. We decorated our house and I put spiderwebs on the windows. Oh my God, I ♥love♥ Halloween.

Anyways,
its 12:55 pm. School ended like an hour ago. But I don't get to leave because my mom is still working. Im in her office, bored! My midterms went smooooothly. Yes!
Im hungry. I hope I can go to Roly Poly sandwhiches after this. Love that place. ♥

...And Im sleeping in tomorrow! Whoooo Hooo.

Hmmm

2005-09-29T23:17:44Z

I wonder when people will realize that the "scene" has become homogeneous. It's full of 14 year old girls with uneven bangs, black and white striped shirts, and tattered low-top black Chuck Taylor’s, who swoon over homosexual kissing and pathetic whiny lyrics and overuse the symbols.

Their favorite quote is, invariably, "The truth is you could slit my throat and with my one last gasping breath I'd apologize for bleeding on your shirt" because it like, so totally describes their relationship with that one HAWT sophomore who totally ripped their hearts out when they were like, SO in love with him.

Their favorite type of music is, of course, "emo, screamo, and hardcore", three terms which, in their minds, invariably include the bands Taking Back Sunday, Thrice, and Hawthorne Heights.

Their AIM screennames often include x's, the words "electrikk", "disaster", or some play on their favorite song from their favorite band, you know, the one they saw on MTV like a couple times, but shouldn't be on MTV because they're like, way too emo for that.

They take hundreds of black and white pictures with way too much contrast of themselves looking plaintively down at the ground, pointing a gun made of their fingers at their heads, or kissing the camera while displaying their expert application of lip gloss around their labret piercing and the thick dark eyeliner that circles their eyes.

They embrace the "dork" that is inside their polished, fashionable exteriors by writing in their LiveJournals or Xangas about how they and their friends had an 'N Sync sing-a-long at one of their sleepovers because, remember, 'N Sync is soooo not popular anymore and they like, sooo wouldn't follow any of the fads of today, so they embrace the fads of yesterday.

They adore "retro fashion", meaning anything from the 80's, because they totally used to wear neon colors and big beaded bracelets, even though they were born in, at the earliest, 1988 and remember jack shit about the fashion and culture of the 80's.

It's full of "emo boys" who often are difficult to differentiate from "emo girls", who have meaningless tattoos even though they're 15, smoke a lot of cigarettes, drink a lot of hard liquor, and are in some shitty band that plays a couple of gigs in someone's basement because they're "too cool to go mainstream" when really, they just suck.

They weigh roughly 90 pounds, wear girls' jeans that hug their asses in just the right places, belts buckled somewhere around the side of their right leg, tight striped 80's style polo shirts or band t-shirts, and skater shoes, even though they don't skate because that's soooo lame.

They write awful poetry about the dark abyss of their souls and how the gun is pointed at their heads, the trigger poised to blast away the bloody memories of a failed romance. They cried when Blink-182 broke up, and they have a secret obsession with Avril Lavigne because, like, she really IS kinda hot even though her music totally sucks.

They spend more time at the mirror than their female counterparts do, making sure that the long black shock of hair at the front of their heads lies covering one eye just so, that their lip piercing is perfectly placed so that it looks hot when they kiss other boys, that their pants are the right degree of tightness so as not to exude gayness.

Emo boys and girls often use the suffix "Xcore" to describe themselves, using a number of adjectives or nouns to accomplish this task. This is a play off hardcore music, or "hXc". Some of these descriptive words include "fashionXcore", "retroXcore", or even "yournamehereXcore."

This way of speaking is retarded or nonsensical to everyone else except those "in the scene", but it totally doesn't matter because they're too nonconformistXcore for anyone to truly understand their "scene".

They couldn't name a Sunny Day Real Estate or Rites of Spring song if it came up and bit them on their Gap Jeans-clad asses, and they claim to like the Smiths because Jesse Lacey of Brand New said they were cool.

Sure, they listen to some new "hardcore" bands, but they're all pretty much the same five bands:
1. Taking Back Sunday
2. Senses Fail
3. Thrice
4. Hawthorne Heights
5. Story of the Year
To these promising young firecrackers, music takes a backseat to fashion in their scene of choice.

Emo girls just want to kiss emo boys, emo boys just want to kiss other emo boys, and they all want to wear tight pants and take lots of pictures of themselves. End of story. Because honestly? It's electrikk